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.010 [05 Apr 2009|10:25pm]
[private to Rachel and Rebecca]
Guys, you should come back to La Push, ASAP. I was home today visiting Dad and something happened. He's okay now, but it was pretty scary. He passed out while we were watching TV...he didn't want to go to the hospital because of Dr. Cullen (he still won't even after everything he did for me after the battle with the newborns...but whatever). He's doing better now, but if something else happens, I'm gonna need more than just me to convince him that the doctors here just don't have the tech-y stuff that he needs to get better...
[/private]

Looks like I'm gonna be in La Push for a couple more days...
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Private to vamps, wolves, and imprints [14 Feb 2009|11:07am]
You know what sucks? Losing your piece of crap cell phone every damn time you phase. I mean, seriously. So irritating.

private to Nessie
After I get done patrolling, you wanna hang out? Watch a movie or something. I'll even let you choose which one and I promise I won't complain.
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.oo8 [15 Nov 2008|10:09pm]
[private to wolves]
Anyone else pick up the scent of unfamiliar bloodsuckers today? Maybe I'm just being oversensitive about it, but I could swear I smelled something...and it wasn't any of the Cullens. Leah, Rach, Becca...I think we should patrol. Or I'll patrol and one of you can keep a very close eye on Nessie. We don't want them finding out about her or...I don't even wanna think about it. It's probably those freakin' Volturi just being assholes, but taking chances isn't something I'm really all about when it comes to Nessie.

Sam-we should probably talk soon if these leeches don't get out of here soon.
[/end private]

[Cullens]
Your little royal "friends" were around here, I think. Royal pains in my ass, if you ask me. They didn't come on the rez, but I suggest trying to get them out of Washington ASAP. Even them being on the treaty line is way too close to Nessie for comfort. Find them, show them Bella and her freaky vampireness or whatever so they can get the hell out already.

You're all alright still, right? No wars starting or anything that we should be aware of over here?
[/Cullens]

It's really bittersweet being at home. I love it here, I really do, but Billy keeps looking at me like he's waiting for me to book it again. Which is probably gonna happen someday, but at least he'll have advanced warning.
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.oo6 [13 Sep 2008|02:06pm]
[Cullens & Wolves (both packs)]
So, I talked to Dad. It was one of those really awkward conversations that I'm sort of used to having with him where he stays quiet until I speak and tell him what an ass I've been and then I apologize and things are back to normal. Once we got past all that, though, it was good to hear his voice. I caught him up on everything...he said he actually wouldn't mind meeting Nessie. She's going to be his daughter-in-law, too. Bells & Edward-do you think I could bring her with me, maybe? You know there's no safer place than in La Push and I wouldn't keep her there too long. It's just that everyone's kind of curious about her and it might be easier for them to meet her on our turf instead of yours.

That being said...I should be in La Push at some point this week. I gotta grab some clothes and some of my stuff anyways. Even though I don't really have a room to put them in...I just wanna be able to throw it all in a bag and keep it somewhere. I'll let everyone know for definite when I'm going so if you wanna meet up...we can do that.
[Cullens & Wolves]

If I hear that stupid "Do They Know Its Christmas?" song one more time, I'm going to pull all of my hair out, I swear to God. No, Bono, they don't know it's Christmas. And it doesn't snow in Africa. I doubt there ever has been snow in Africa at Christmastime. Ugh, it's such a ridiculous freaking song. I like to stick to my old school classic "I Want a Hippopatamus for Christmas" and "Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer". Now those are chock full of Christmas spirit.

[Rachel, Rebecca, Leah]
If you want to go home for Christmas, I won't stop you. And if you want to stay there...well, I won't stop you there either. Especially you, Leah...I bet your mom and Seth miss the hell out of you. I can handle patrols on my own if I need to. The quiet is still freaking me out, but if it stays quiet, maybe things can go back to normal a little bit.
[/Racehl, Rebecca, Leah]
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.oo5 [28 Aug 2008|10:36pm]
Bella Cullen is my hero.

That's all.

I'm gonna go nap off the turkeys that I ate. Oh man...so good.
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.oo4 [26 Aug 2008|05:48pm]
[private]
Fuckin' Jared. Seriously. What an asshole. Part of me really hopes he gets his bitch ass down here and puts some force behind all of his big ideas about what I did to the pack back home. The other part of me doesn't want to think about the outcome of that fight.
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[Sam]
We need to talk.
[/Sam]

It's only a couple of days before Thanksgiving and I am in the worst mood ever. You know what would put me in a better mood? Hanging out with my two favorite girls. And no, I don't mean my sisters, although they're pretty okay on my list, too. And, to me, they're not really girls. They're just...Rachel and Becca.

And food. Food would put me in a much better mood. Turkey, stuffing, sweet potatoes, mashes potatoes, more turkey. And obviously pie to top all of that off. After all that, I want to take a nap. That's the perfect idea of Thanksgiving to me.
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.oo3 [21 Aug 2008|12:12am]
[blocked from Rachel and Leah...and Rebecca, too, I guess. And Seth. Vamps and other wolves can read]
Seriously?!

Seriously.

Rachel, I could handle. But Leah, too??? Jesus. Why Leah? She just waltzed up here, not even bothering to be phased so I could hear her coming and then she's all up in my pack. I am not a happy Jacob. Not at all.

Son.of.a.bitch.
[/blocked]

Soooooo Thanksgiving is next week. It isn't a holiday that we really celebrated too much, but it was an excuse to get everyone together and eat a huge meal. It's kind of weird that I won't be home for it this year, but oh well. As long as I get a whole turkey to myself, I'll make it through somehow.

I almost miss school. Almost. But then I remember school involves doing homework and studying and then I remember that I hated it. Just when my grades were getting good and everything...oh well. I'm just on haitus for now. We'll see what happens.

[Cullens]
So, I'm guessing you guys don't really do the whole Thanksgiving thing...since you don't eat. I might try to convince Nessie to try turkey, though. I know she's not the hugest fan of normal food, but it's tradition. The half human part of her should get to experience the joys of turkey and stuffing. I'm just sayin'.
[/Cullens]
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.oo2 [14 Aug 2008|09:56pm]
[private to Cullens]
That Nessie sure is something else. I put her to bed the other night and she started reading some book out of Jasper's collection. The little genius started to read me parts of some guy Ovid's Metamorphoses. Seriously??? I could learn more from her than any stupid high school could teach me.

By the way, guys, one of my sister's gonna be hanging around for a while. I don't know for how long, but I'm hoping it's not permanent. Apparently, she joined my pack, since I can hear her now when I'm phased at the same time as her.

Awesome, right?

Wrong.

Sorry if it makes the dog smell that much worse in your house...I'm trying to convince her to go back home to La Push. I didn't ask for a pack when I left the rez, but she insists on staying.
[/private to Cullens]

I'm obsessed with the Food Network. I can't cook for crap, but I could watch people cook for hours. And those cake competitions that they have, where they have to make a super kickass cake in 8 hours and then try to pick it up and put it on another table? Those are intense. And it makes me want cake. Real bad. But I want my cake to be 4 feet tall and shaped like a motorcycle, complete with spinning wheels. Someone get on that for my birthday, okay? Okay.
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oo1 [08 Aug 2008|10:25pm]
I'm at the Cullens', in case anyone wondered or cared. Dr. Cullen said I could use his computer whenever I wanted...at least I can keep in touch with people, though my dad wouldn't know what to do with a computer to save his life. Not as bad as I thought it would be, in all honesty.

School is not happening for me this fall, by the way. I'm sure someone must have noticed I haven't been showing up for class. I can always go back some time soon, but senior year isn't that important, right? Okay, maybe it is, but honestly? I've got more important things to take care of than some stupid classes that aren't really gonna get me anywhere in my life right now anyways. I'll go back when I have a need for trig.

Hey, Rosalie, I got a new one for ya:
Why do Blondes always smile during lightning storms?

[private to Sam]
I thought I'd let you know, I pardoned Jasper. Watching him torment himself over it...it wasn't a killing in cold blood like things usually are with them. It was a mistake, I could tell by the look in his eyes how truly sorry he was. They should have made sure everything was all clear before going on a hunt. I couldn't do it. I couldn't do that to the little fortune teller, and I know Nessie would be upset if I allowed it. So I pardoned him, as the rightful Alpha. I hate using that ability, but I couldn't kill him. So you can't go after him, either. But they all know that they can't allow any more slip ups.

I miss you guys
[/private to Sam]

[private to self]
Do I miss the guys? Yeah, sure, of course. Quil and Embry the most. They're my best friends. But there comes a time when you have to step up and do what you think is right aside from what your friends are doing. Killing Bella was never an option in my mind. Even if she had given birth to a bloodthirsty mass murderer, Bella's life was not something I was going to let them take without a damn good fight. In the end, I got my way...while walking away from all of my friends in the process. That kind of sucked a lot. I wish there was an easier way.

Being on my own isn't so bad, though. I don't hear their thoughts anymore, which means they can't hear mine. That's gotta be the biggest relief. And I'm not alone. The bloodsuc-I mean, Cullens aren't horrible to be around. As long as I don't breathe through my nose, they're almost tolerable. Almost. Blondie could use an attitude adjustment (which I'd be more than willing to adjust myself) but they're, like...a family. They go against just about every legend my tribe has ever decribed about vampires.

I'm going to go see if Nessie's awake and see if she wants to play hide and go seek. Edward and Bella seem to think I wake her up intentionally so we can play, but I don't. I can't help it if she automatically wakes up when I walk into the room. It's not my fault. If she's still asleep, I have to go help research with the rest of them...we have to get to the bottom of this crazy aging thing she's going through, but I swear it's slowing down. It's got to.
[end private]
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Introductions [05 Aug 2008|12:00am]
We'll make the great escape )
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